Graphing Calculators could use modern screens Friday, Aug 29 2008 

So as I had predicted, although I doubt that I bothered to share this prediction with anyone, since Barack Obama selected a male vice presidential candidate (Joe Biden) John McCain has selected a female VP candidate in Sarah Palin. Who I have to imagine is someone that even 95% of Americans had never heard of before. For those who don’t know, she is the Governor (basically the head elected official within the state) of the state of Alaska. Again for those who don’t know Alaska is the 49th and by far (over double the size of the 2nd largest state, about 1.7 million KM^2) the largest state among the 50 states that make up The United States of America. The interesting thing about it is that it is not “contiguous” (basically, physically connected) with the rest of the country.

What all this basically means is that John McCain has chosen a person that is about as far away as possible from traditional Washington GOP politics as his VP. And I would have to say, one of the most unlikely candidates for the job. No mention was ever made of this possibility that I happened to catch, which might be a possible indication how far removed Palin is from the institution to have been on no one’s radar.

My view of this situation is that it is a desperate ploy by a desperate campaign and that it has the potential to explode one way or the other. The question is how should the most bigoted americans vote? For the old white guy running with a white woman or the black guy running with the slightly less old white guy. Race or gender.

Now I know that I did already speculate that this election was shaping up to have the most bitter aftermath for (American) voters so far and now I am sure that will be the case.

By the way if you ask me none of the 4 are any good and America is totally fucked from top to bottom. Have you ever been fucked from top to bottom? It sounds kind of appealing if you don’t think about it too much but let me assure you that the reality of it is decimating.

I just ate some extremely spicy chile Friday, Aug 29 2008 

It was actually called that “extremely spicy chile” and my tongue seems to be proverbially red, the roof of my mouth seems to literally be blown off. I think it lived up to its name, it was very spicy, probably too spicy even for an old gypsy woman to be able to enjoy it.

But I’m not here today to talk to you about spicy food or punctuation. I’m here today to talk to you about Barack Obama the candidate for president of the United States of America. I can’t go anywhere online or look at the news without seeing something about him, his country is captivated by him, even the world media is captivated enough to give continuing coverage. So it occurred to me that with as much coverage as he gets it would follow that he’d be elected as president. But what if he isn’t?  What if hidden racism wins out and he is actually roundly defeated? Or if it’s really close? You can bet that if he is defeated everyone will scream racism, although the opposite would not be true if he won, but what I’m curious about is whether or not he would say it was racist.

I would really like to see that. This jug head looking media darling accusing America of being racially motivated in their voting. It would be unlikely to do anyone any good, and it’s unlikely to happen, but I’d like to see him really lose it over that one.

Fortunately the whole thing has absolutely nothing to do with me, but I feel sorry for those involved. Actually maybe I don’t feel sorry but rather disdain them? I’ll have to think about that.

I don’t know why I don’t know Thursday, Aug 28 2008 

I have been awake for a while now, since yesterday some time, and I am really not sure why. I just seem to not be asleep for some reason. I suppose this is the disadvantage of an unstructured, if not necessarily chaotic, lifestyle.

The thing that bothers me at the moment is that I have become distantly associated with the most ridiculous sociopath. I am apparently the only one that notices this artificial human, who can see through things. Which forces me to question whether or not it is just my imagination. But everything adds up in the end so it’s fine: this person is just an antisocial narcissist who annoys the hell out of me.

And actually I wouldn’t usually give a shit about anyone no matter how fucked up they are but for some reason observing this person interests, perhaps even amuses me. I feel extremely engaged to watch this pantomiming of humanity: the carefully placed hair, the overt attempts at correctness, the ever present inappropriate smirk, the predatory intelligence, the manipulation, the lies, the shallowness, the inconsistencies, the utter lack of empathy, and the absence of the social awareness that normal humans have that lets them fit in with others naturally that has been replaced by absolute self awareness. It is a thing to behold when a room of people chuckle as they take their pants off and tighten their belts across their own necks and wait for what comes next.

So I am bothered by this. I have various options to choose from in handling this situation. My choice is to make some records and run like hell. I do not think this person has killed anyone yet, not that killing makes you a sociopath or that you have to be one to kill, but I would not bet against it and I do not believe for a moment that murders aren’t imminent. So, even though I am not totally opposed to dying (just about 87%) I do not want this person to be the one that kills me. And at that rate I do not really want to die in order to gratify someone else if I can help it. I sometimes think about dying to gratify my own self but that is a queer notion.

So once again I will say that if you are a sociopath you should just do the rest of us a favor and go off and die. Maybe join the military, what the hell. If you know a sociopath then sit back and watch the show. Just remember not to ingest anything they prepare, spend time alone with them, let them get behind you, or leave open food or drink containers unattended. You really never know what might happen otherwise, don’t tempt fate I always say, right?

when you become so smart that you seem stupid Monday, Aug 25 2008 

Last week I was talking with a foreigner who did not know any of the languages that I know properly but could speak some english. I was trying to explain the meaning of a word, I think it was “argument” to this person. I could not do it. Apparently my vocabulary is too advanced, reading pretentious novels all the time will do that I guess. Anyway as a result I seemed like just a total moron at the time.

Even more startling was just a little while ago when I found someone standing outside my door who was quite apparently impaired. I am not an expert on some things, I think this might have just been an autistic person, or perhaps merely someone with a severe speech impediment, and not a truly mentally retarded person. But I could not tell, and I could not tell whether my fake academic words were being understood or not. Truly I could hardly understand what this person was saying anyway. This seems to be a bizarre problem I’m having in any case, I’m sure my hearing is as good as ever because I still listen to my music player on the lowest volume and can hear it just fine. In any case it was quite an adventure as I was trying to get at one thing, where the hell this person lived, and this person seemed to have no agenda whatsoever. It occurred to me afterwards that perhaps this person was not impaired at all and it was just a cover but considering the total package I doubt that. It is a little hard to explain, but it’s like the saying that “truth is stranger than fiction”. People’s imaginations are ultimately limited by their knowledge, so if you’re trying to act a certain way you can only do so to the best of your knowledge and ultimately if you’re surprised by something the act will break down. However people who are a certain way will continue to act that way whether they want to or not, even if they are surprised by something outside of their expectations. This is not something that everyone would pick up on, a lot of people who are good at deception will go a long way with it to avoid the sorts of surprises that might defeat their act, and really I can’t pretend like I’m especially good at detecting such things. But if you pay attention in a detached sort of way certain thoughts and observations will come to you, and that is something that I am good at, so sometimes I notice these things about people. Although ultimately the trick is to think about it. To really think about it. People neglect conscious thinking quite a bit, relying instead on subconscious thought to carry them along.

japanese pornography is certainly not the ideal soundtrack for life Monday, Aug 25 2008 

I’m proud of that title. I am exceptionally disappointed by what happens with the characters of every single Shin Megami Tensei game, especially the derivative titles.

Anyway on a whim I was playing the Ancient Cave in Lufia 2 in an extremely hardcore manner today. I managed to get past the 62nd floor before the low levels (in spite of beating almost every enemy) of my characters and my lack of defensive equipment (I found one helmet!) had finally created too great of a gap between me and the random enemies. Also a problem was how many enemies were large ones, it is not possible to get past a dragon in a hallway which meant that I couldn’t just make mad dashes for treasures and stairs. I did however reap quite a few blue chests and blue chest items, notably 3 weapons and 2 twist jewels; one from a random battle, though no Iris treasures. I was using the fire capsule monster and I got lucky and won a charm fruit from an octopus enemy and so was able to turn it into its powerful master class which was somewhat of a boon. Quite a few enemies in the early and middle parts of the ancient cave are weak to fire. Unfortunately as you go deeper many that are strong to fire show up instead.

I have tentatively decided that I do not really give a shit about things like getting all the blue chest items or all the iris treasures. What I want to do is beat the ancient cave with my party of Maxim, Guy, Selan, and Dekar. I can not decide if I want to legitimately beat the slime boss or use the trick of killing my own characters to win. That almost sounds false to me so I might try it. I already cheated to beat Gades earlier in the game anyway so I might as well stay consistent. On the other hand I have 2 Gades blades and I have to think that by the time I got to the bottom of the cave if I had the trick spell then using it twice and having buff Guy and Dekar use octo-strike would do in the boss or anything. However that was not the recommended strategy I saw so perhaps not. I did not track down a Dekar Blade in my long foray though so that is the main reason I was considering the attempt.

After I beat the cave I’ll just go on with the game. I am tempted to then later try and complete the cave with arty in my party but it seems meaningless, I would rather go ahead and try to complete the cave in gift mode if I’m going to bother, but I certainly have better things to do. This is just a sort of… lingering whimsy that I’d like to do away with.

There really is something about games that have optional randomly generated dungeons that really draws me in though. I’m not sure what that says about me. Feel free to let me know what you think about that. On the other hand I very rarely bother with completing such things, especially games that only have random dungeons. That probably says more about me. And ultimately I’m only writing this now because never in the 12 years since Lufia 2 came out did I complete the Ancient Cave.

When a NEET realizes that now they’re just an otaku Sunday, Aug 24 2008 

I did not think about this until today when I was going through old Touhou 東方 games due to caprice, but now that I am a “part time student” and in theory heading towards some kind of degree eventually I am in fact no longer a NEET and can go back to merely being an otaku.

For those who don’t know, NEET is an acronym that originated in the UK for classification purposes before being  popularized and mangled by the japanese otaku subculture. It is supposed to stand for “Not currently engaged in Employment, Education, or Training” which makes it a pretty arbitrary acronym if you ask me, since it skips two long words out of the acronym. However in japanese approximations I’ve seen all kinds of things, usually it cuts out the “currently engaged” part which, while incorrect english (i am not in employment implies you don’t work in employment, not that you are unemployed, i am not employed would be the right way to put it) flows better at least. And as has been established, certainly on this blog, japanese don’t give a shit about proper english anyway. I think one could argue that aside from the intended classification that there is also a group who is “not educated, employed, or trained”, which is actually an accurate description of me even though I am taking some courses now and may or may not have a degree but not an education.

Well anyway forget about that, back when I was calling myself just an otaku I was a neet anyway so perhaps now I have in fact become an otaku alone now. I guess the two aren’t mutually exclusive but they are likely associated with or perhaps derivative of each other.

Which is all another way of saying that I’m still going to play Touhou even though I should be studying algebra. man fuck 7 cents on the dollar.

I went back to the convention but my Party Was Gone Saturday, Aug 23 2008 

Assuming that so-called rumors are correct and Hillary Clinton has been passed up by Barack Obama as vice president in favor of good old Joe Biden, then… what? Women have taken a huge step back in american if not world politics? Well I can honestly say that I’m not surprised as the two beat the hell out of each other in their primary race and having two of the most hated groups in america (blacks and women) on the same ticket was asking for failure. As it is… actually I was more curious who John McCain was going to run with personally, I’m almost positive that he’ll pick a man since obama has, if obama had gone with hillary a woman VP might have been possible for the GOP candidate [edit: for some reason I thought I had said the opposite thing here, in any case mccain decided to roll the dice and go with a woman] . If he picks Mitt Romney then they’ll be smitten by otherwise apathetic anti-mormons (nobody respects mormons, nobody), mark my words. Anyway the stage is now set in america for the absolutely most bitter mood following the election in november. White people will be mad, women will be mad, one party or the other will be mad, the silent majority who didn’t vote but doesn’t like who got elected will be mad. Yeah.

Saying that was just an excuse to mention that I wondered earlier if Fate precludes Karma. That is, if all is fated to happen a certain way then why bother with karma? Or is it the other way around, that karma results in a cycle that ends out being like predestination. I am not sure. But it does seem to me that you can have one lead to another but that you can’t have both independently. That is to say you can’t have everything be fated to go one way and then have karma make things go another way. Or vice-versa “oh he killed himself so he’ll be a worm next time? well too bad he was going to be the Antichrist”. This of course is one of those things beyond philosophy and theology where you just wish you knew how things really worked. I guess that I believe in predestination as well as apocalypse and that’s why I eat a different animal every day and sin like it’s going out of style while encouraging others to be assholes. Life just isn’t worth it unless you cut loose sometimes. Now perhaps karma will come and get me if it hasn’t already but shit who cares anyway.

Now that I think about I started thinking about it because I was wondering if the reason I haven’t gotten something in the mail that I was waiting for is because I threw away a convention notification card of my neighbor’s that got put into my mail box a while back. I don’t strictly need to get my piece of mail though so even if that’s the case it’s no big deal. Remember kids: if you’re on top of things then you are going to be prepared for the failings of others, including incompetence and sabotage.

And Hillary if you’re out there, or just you democratic women who are looking for a little comfort in your dark time (oh my god america is so fucked, they can not win no matter who they have as president) then please click on this

Reuche’s Dark Confession Tuesday, Aug 19 2008 

I am in the midst of replaying (the US version, if you care) Lufia 2 for the Super Nintendo Entertainment System (SNES), on retry mode as it happens, and having never cleared the ancient cave or beaten Gades in the first encounter with him, I decided to cheat in order to accomplish the latter. And so I did, I used the “level 0 trick” (I’m not sure if anyone calls it that, but it turns a character’s level to 0 and their stats to 999 or more) on worthless Tia even though the levels of my characters were probably almost high enough to win legitimately, especially after I had read what was probably a valid victory strategy.

In case anyone cares (you can find the trick in any Lufia 2 tricks/cheats section of any likely site) it turns out that there are unexpected downfalls to using the trick. For whatever reason after using the trick it takes noticeably longer for saves and loads to process, even when the level 0 character is not in your party any longer. Also after you are victorious in battle the game will stall when trying to award EXP to the level 0 character. I guess I didn’t pay attention to whether EXP kept accruing or not but the character certainly stops leveling up in the regular course of things. Whether they can no longer level up I do not know, I suppose if I were more curious I would have checked to see if it was giving consistent “exp to next level” values or not, I suspect not.

So saying, I only used this on a single character. I can only imagine that if you managed to do it for all your characters (I met difficulty when attempting to do so) then the game would stall 4 times after every battle. Because the invincible level 0 character (if the character can use magic) basically insures victory with one spell in normal battles it is possible that even with the stall after battle you still make better time overall. But I suspect that would not be the case with 4 characters. Of course, if you had 4 level 0 characters there would no longer be a point to fighting or getting treasure at all so you could totally breeze through the game… I hadn’t thought of that until now.

However a retry game is easy enough as it is without going to those lengths. I don’t remember what I might have thought in the past but it strikes me that at least in the first half or so of the game the biggest advantage comes from having enough money to buy stuff (mostly weapons) to max out the forms of your capsule monsters who will then proceed to randomly wipe out your enemies all at once. So saying, I don’t recommend changing Foomy H into Golden Fox (or whatever) since you lose its group attack. The nine tails attack which usually does 1000 damage is great, but since it only attacks a single enemy and no enemies are weak to neutral (which stands to reason) the usefulness is greatly diminished.

Something I can’t remember and am too lazy to look up is whether Lufia 2 came out before Pokemon or not. Although there were plenty of games where you had monster companions before, after, and otherwise to pokemon anyway.

kuu sou Sunday, Aug 17 2008 

Q: “how do you get the good ending/avoid getting the bad ending (in the kingdom route) in Epica Stella”  (epica stella was released in the US as “vanguard bandits” which was a totally nonsensical name) A: You need to be liked enough/your team needs to have a high enough morale by the end of stage 19/before the start of 20. There was a rumor that Randy/Bastion had to have his unit’s final attack which you get by having all his stats at or above 20 but I don’t think that’s true, even if it were true it is pretty easy to accomplish with the massive stat boosts he gets from his unit (BAS+5 all but WEP+2), stone (+1 to all), and weapon (+1 to all) . As to the best way to get your team to have a high morale, you are almost guaranteed of this if you get umm Nana (the fat duke’s daughter) and Milea (randy’s female friend), or just Milea after beating all enemies in the version of stage 7 that has Randy in the arena. The latter is a lot harder to do (you have to use the save and reset cheat and have an ideal (really fast and with the double attack skill) Randy) but it boosts the morale of your teammates by quite a bit. On the other hand you are likely to lower your teammates morale by attaining Nana since you miss out on some other good stuff and are likely to have them get killed, just let Randy get killed on stage 6 when he’s surrounded and have everyone else run away and defend. You get Milea by having Randy at or (more safely) below level 19 when chapter 15 ends, she will ask to join up with you and of course you want to let her, if your level is higher she won’t join.

Other than/in addition to having those two join up or storming through the arena, talk with Rejina/Reyna all 3 times on the intermission screen until Andrew joins, after he joins talk with him all 3 times. If you get Milea (was it milly in the jap version?) you might want to talk with her in some kind of split with Andrew if his affection is high (heart). I recommend those three rather than trying to talk to characters that are unhappy (usually russel/devlin) because their morale goes up the most when randy talks to them at their given points in the game. Russel and most others are +2, rejina is +3, andrew and milly are +4 so it makes a bigger difference. I think that other characters like each other when they use spells on each other, so you can give that a shot too but it usually doesn’t matter unless….

The main reason people get the bad ending is because too many of their units get beaten down. The main reason that happens is because the game gives you no indication how to get skills and attacks so it is entirely possible to be running around with a group of characters that can only use basic moves and have really bad stat spread which does not cut it at the end of the game. Just for the hell of it I tried playing a “slash/thrust” only game while trying to max BAS out and it eventually became impossible to proceed that way. The safest way to get through the game is by having everyone that has an option using a wind stone and stunning the enemy (overloading their gauge by making them defend the wind knockdown moves you get from the second stone by having enough dex and agi) while having the other characters (randy, nana, grado etc.) bring the heat. Of course if you are reading this then you can be free to go to gamefaqs.com and look up all the information you want on the game. I myself have written redundantly on my game strategies here as well so just check my tags which are adequately categorized.

By the way I happen to know that being unable to get anything but the “bad ending” on the “kingdom” route was a major put off for people who played this game. Also there was no way anyone was going to incidentally figure out how to get onto the empire path, you have to try pretty hard to pull that off. Yeah really it was so unpopular (which might be one of the reasons I still love it) that I was able to obtain a factory sealed copy of the game from a stingy (they wouldn’t slash the price to get rid of it) major retailer many years after it was released. Conversely both the company that released it in japan and the company that translated it in america have since gone out of business. I don’t think this game was a direct contributor to that but it’s a little hard for me to believe that it made anyone a lot of money. Ah shit that is quite a lot to write about a single question. I must reflect again that I still do not know why I like this game so much though it has been almost a decade since I first played it, but every game seems to have at least one person who is really into it, and memory issues aside (you’d think that after playing the game something like 20 times I’d remember the character names, even between the two versions), for this game that person is apparently me. I also do not know whether the fact that I’ve never contributed to the fan community of this game lessens the believability of my fervor for it or is a result of it; I’d rather just play the damn game and sometimes write or talk a bit about it than bother doing really obscure things with or about the game. It seems like a moot point to me at this juncture (both companies defunct, probably everyone who worked on it in any definitive way as well) anyway. Hmm that does bring up the question of where game industry people go to die.

(should have put this at the top) Remember: all my titles are intentional but I will not remember later what they meant to me at the time.

I actually started this post just to say that even though some of my game purchasing choices have worked out well lately one has not: they are releasing, or have released, a lower priced version of Super Robot Taisen Original Generations for PS2. I didn’t really think about that being a possibility when I bought the game a couple of months ago (and proceeded to not really play it) along with OG gaiden. On the other hand OG gaiden has sold out in a fair amount of places now and I’m not so sure that will get re-released as a PS2 best. It once again occurs to me that if they just priced games that low in the first place they would sell that many more units but whatever, just continue to undermine your true fanbase by making them pay way too much for crappy promotional goods and dubious limited editions only to re-release the game for half the cost within a year. Of course the whole point of being otaku is that you pay too much even though you know you pay too much. I wanted the game, I didn’t want to be unable to get the game, and even though the game is not impressive (a 3dish remake of 2 gba games, big deal, why the fuck didn’t they just make og 3?) I don’t really regret it because it was a kind of symbol of something.

Yes I do think that I’m getting stupider lately, so glad that you noticed I can do it in the course of a paragraph. I’m pretty sure I could do it in the course of one breath if given the chance. I’m not sure if the thought “Michael Phelps getting 8 gold medals is not necessarily a positive reflection on the US” is stupid or not so whether or not it is there you go. There is actually a lot I could say about the (worthless) olympics but I can’t decide if I want to go there or not. OK I will say that having to capitalize “olympics” is stupid. There. Also China has really made asses of themselves. That country can’t possibly fall apart fast enough (remember: genocide is always an option, start with your children and parents they’re weaker) for my liking. On the bright side the olympics are probably hastening them towards that. And the IOC is the biggest joke in the world. Does anybody really have any faith in them? The very idea is the most sanctimonious bullshit I’ve ever come across, and I’m counting my most hated nazis/germans, even trumping the MLB in america. Aw god just strike me down, I don’t even care about heaven at this point, you’d have to get acclimated to hell eventually right?

Of capricorn and hermes Saturday, Aug 16 2008 

Recently I have decided to eat yogurt made from goat milk as opposed to cow milk. There is not a particularly good reason for this, although there has been a certain health movement in that direction recently but I have no idea whether that is valid or not. It is just that I have been eating cow milk yogurt regularly for at least 20 years (my eating habits before even last year are hazy at best but I seem to remember eating yogurt for a long time now) and so I decided that I might as well try something else for a while.

So in general I would say that goat milk products do not taste as good as cow milk products but that could simply be an industry standards problem due to the disparity between the cow and goat agricultural industries. Since yogurt is acidic in the first place and possessing of a bracing and sometimes bitter nature there is less of a taste difference between plain cow and goat yogurt.

I had previously heard that goat milk did not have lactose like a cow’s milk does so it was OK for people who are lactose intolerant (probably the majority of the adult world at this point) but that was apparently not true. I suspect that might mean that all milk has lactose but I do not know that. What is apparently true however is that people who are outright allergic to cow milk (I recall knowing someone with this allergy) are not allergic to goat milk. I suppose this makes sense, they are different species after all. So that is a consideration for people so afflicted but it has nothing to do with me.

In case anyone cares, I like to buy the larger and generally more economical (make sure you check the unit rate for yourself if it is not given to you) tubs of yogurt as opposed to individual servings. For the most part I buy vanilla flavored yogurt and eat it with my own fresh fruit to approximate the popular blended individual serving yogurts. However if I’m going to make curry or something else I prefer to buy plain yogurt. There is not necessarily anything to preclude the usage of vanilla in curry, and with the goat’s milk yogurt I have now you can hardly tell the difference anyway, but I nonetheless prefer to follow recommendations and use the plain for cooking.

As to whether to choose “whole” or “reduced” or “non-fat” yogurt, it depends on your dietary requirements or preferences. I tend to prefer things which are lower or non-fat in general but you do need some fat in your diet for health. Why that is I do not exactly remember but it is probably true. Maybe.

Just to mention it the so called “yogurt parfait” has gained a certain amount of popularity as a so-called “healthy desert”. The idea is to layer fruit, yogurt, and granola (fruit, yogurt, fruit, granola probably) and sometimes cover with syrup in a “sundae” or regular drinking glass or bowl. I say that you were probably OK until the syrup came into the picture but certainly yogurt has fewer calories than ice cream anyway which has supplanted custard as the main component of parfaits around the world at this point.

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