Actually I would not be opposed to reading a story about a ghost detective right now. Maybe I could make a seemingly innocuous religiously subversive children’s story. Maybe I should stop sharing my most potentially lucrative ideas. I think it tells you something about the obscurity of my ideas if that is what I consider to be one that has the most mainstream appeal. I also came up with a moderately good idea for a website that in fact could make me a small sum of money. Perhaps I should act on this? Perhaps I should not try and make money off of it. Hmm… Well we shall see. I could use some money to be sure. There is not necessarily anything to stop me from just doing it from this blog other than how it would be stifled. Oh well right?

So anyway back to me not knowing how to start paragraphs or sentences properly. I was recently contacted for the first time in many years by someone who was once very dear to my heart. I wish that I could say this person still is but time erases such bonds, there is certainly a chance to reconnect though. I need to eat and have a stupid errand to run, I wanted to see nobody Mardy Fish (well he did win a Masters years ago) beat Nadal at the US Open. I want to see Sarah Palin vanish from the news as soon as possible but the whole thing is pretty juicy, better than a lot of fiction I’ve read honestly. Poor America. I didn’t say it after 9/11, through Afghanistan and Iraq^2 or hurricaneX but I am saying it now after this VP candidate popped out. Americans are so fucked, they are downright reamed.

Back to this friend though. We once made what I would have called a promise that has been referred to by other terms which are not necessarily all positive. It seems like this is still alive. I am not disappointed by this. I never forgot this person and I guess that I myself was never forgotten. Maybe that was not any good for either of us but I think that it is nice and it means a lot to me. I’m not sure what it means for my life at this point though. Is it too late to change things? Should I abandon my current course or stay with it? I have some choices to make. In the meantime though I already seem to be in over my head with math and it’s only perhaps the middle of algebra. I can’t tell if my teacher was just bloated and wearing a puffy outfit or actually pregnant in spite of being what I would consider well past the right age. Life is mysterious though so anything is possible.