Is it just me or has the warning level on the “Mexican swine flu” increased each day this week? I know that every time the worthless WHO says something about it they are more and more dire. When it was 4 they said it was no big deal really, and all of a sudden pandemic is imminent. Fuck.

Well just in case I contract it and die, at least the only thing that was totally out of my control which I still wanted to see happen, happened. I still don’t think it’s my fate to fall to such, but who can say? I am after all infirm. I just hope that whether there’s a better world or not out there somewhere, there’s at least one I can get more enjoyment and fulfillment out of since I didn’t find much in this one.

So, I personally am not reacting to anything but how wishy-washy and annoying the news has been as the situation evolves. The only concern I have is that I might lose internet access and essential utilities if things go badly since that would hugely inconvenience me. In my situation I can’t do much about the utilities, but I will watch copious amounts of amateur pornography online while I still have the chance. I suggest you do the same.